The day before the Cath

I think I have not really been accepting the fact of what is to come. Until, on my way to work this morning...I had to get on the phone with Mom and of course by the time I got off the phone I was crying my eyes out. It all the sudden hit me... what we are about to face... I think I was putting it out of my mind by staying busy. I talked to Celia and Sharon this morning and they calmed me down and that was a good thing because I was about to go home. I didn't think I could handle being here at work. They told me I was welcome to go home but It really would only give me more time to think of everything and was that really that best thing for me at this point. I stayed and I am doing just fine.